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i did it deliberately

by Doug Johnstone

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1.
I won't be home for Christmas I won't be home at all I drove my car into the sea at Portobello And worst of all, I did it deliberately I won't be around this summer I won't be around at all I drank myself into a hospital drama And worst of all, I did it deliberately I did it deliberately I did it so we could be free from the lies We tell to ourselves Free to despise The truth in ourselves I won't be back for the funeral I won't be back at all I buried my heart in a box in the ocean And worst of all, I did it deliberately
2.
You know I dream of a car crash The rip of steel through skill I'm gonna pick you up from the party tonight Better strap yourself in You know I dream of a funeral Standing at your grave It doesn't take long for the rot to set in And you won't feel a thing Just lie back and be brave You know that I sleepwalk every night But you don't know where I go You know I dream of a plane crash Falling through the sky I'm trying to help you on with your oxygen mask You're trying not to cry You know I dream of an overdose Poison in our blood It doesn't take long for the drugs to kick in And you won't feel a thing Drowning in the flood
3.
Haven't you ever desired To lose all your things in a fire Burn all your memories down To ashes and dust on the ground Welcome to the fire sale Everything must go So we can start again Haven't you ever been scared To lose all your troubles and cares Bury yourself underground And scatter the flowers all around How can you stand there and say that you're innocent?
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In East Lothian We're dancing and drinking hard We're doing the eightsome reel We're getting the steps from Kenny in the band Across the ocean He's standing there on a bridge A great big question mark Back in East Lothian We're on the single malts I'm pulling the pins from your hair As the castle floats in the fog Across the ocean He's standing there on a bridge

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released June 2, 2014

all songs written and performed by Doug Johnstone.
recorded and mixed in a loft in Portobello, May 2014

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Doug Johnstone Edinburgh, UK

Doug has released four solo records, as well as four albums with Northern Alliance and one as The Ossians. He's also the drummer in the Fun Lovin' Crime Writers, a band of writers, and has had thirteen novels published.

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